C/A/R/Tographic Inquiry into the Anorexic Commons
Jennifer Peterson
Teaching in any space involves taking care. In the classroom this “taking
care” leads us to perform inquiry into inarticulate, living spaces where
text and curriculum often bend out of shape.
The digital offers to us (an)other means of access to this poetic place, allowing
us to use multi-forms (image, video, sound and space) to perform and live our
inquiry.
The
poetic is that which stretches language across itself, until it becomes secondary
or perhaps we could say: cartographic. It is this poetic that intrigued Heidegger—he
was fundamentally interested in the relations between poesis (making)
and thinking. He often described this as 'an onto – logic.' As I read,
I am tempted to call this logic, ‘one in which being tunes word and
takes it as on, as a kind of magma.’ In this image we have a kind
of heat or thermal force at work in being, where word becomes flooded, folded
up and poured over itself in a lava like flow. Word cooled and cooling becomes
a topos. Language is fundamentally geological. Heidegger suggests
that word offers ecological rather than petrified relations to being,
that language as a topological trace maintains (its) nourishing and percolating
relations to a potent “set – apart – space.”
It is in this sense that the poetic has its eye on the-space-in-which-teaching-dwells.
As a “set – apart – space,” teaching has traditionally
turned to notions of detachment, using detachment as a means of performing
the boundary of the educational—inscribing it with a rectangular residue. The
perspectivist notion of ‘the blank canvas'—the clean rectangle
of space that denotes the students mind—still lingers. The teacher in
the classroom still bears the residue or shadow of our long affair with ‘the
page’ and ‘the book’. The rectangular room with its rows,
the fresh white space of the overhead and screen, often function in the classroom
as a kind of 'upheld space', a sacred kind of square. Much of the topography
of the classroom is penetrated by notions of space as organized and penetrated
by the coordinates of the linear and the smooth surface of the page. As a topological
surface, curriculum at times becomes an effort to accumulate geological densities
through (thick) acquisitions of page(s). Perhaps we hope reading and writing
lines of the text might become a space to perform the self, amidst the rhythm
of rows, numberings, (ac)countings and rankings. All of these perform a means
of locating: they help us “locate-us”—as kind of self/other
relation where an imaginary of pages—boxes, frames, charts, graphs,
maps—order our relations, performed as a container.
We create this fiction—a fiction that has always
been troubled by curves, because we need it. Particularly as educators—it
has allowed us to understand, to scaffold, to step outside and view the learning
situation from an imagined distance. This has enabled us to draw some of the
important and potent lines, lines that trace our acts of teaching and negotiate
with its deciduous nature.
Bie Dao’s (1994) poetics were forged in relations
between education and the trauma spaces of Tiananmen Square. He argues that
we find it necessary in life to evoke “forms of distance” (19, poem entitled Corridor). But we also need a complement, an engagement
of the counter pose.
As the digital has often been used to complement the linear
urges of educational endeavours, I have been seeking a counter pose. I have
been asking, how can the digital be used to account for teaching as a peculiar
immersion into space?
We experience education in an acoustic space,
in which bells, trash collection, loudspeakers,
students entering and exiting, interrupt, puncture and seem to defer curricular
plans. “Being’ bends educational goals into graffiti, marking them
with curvaceous excess. Our students, (and our emotions) sometimes appear before
us written where we did not plan, interrupting our educational space like letters
smeared big onto walls.
When margins invade their frames we are at the place of
poetic opportunity.
When during my graduate work, some one turned and placed
a digital camera in my hand. I felt surprise, the delight of the weight of
this camera placed into my hand, as a clue to my own gravity. I began to use
the camera and my hands to glean images in concert with thinking and reading—forming
(my) images of (my) world differently in this way. As I did this, I began to
experience (what I would later describe) ‘a new sense of agency” (and
re/new/ed sense of urgency)…I began to forge a different (embodied)
connection to my gaze.
In trying to figure out why this was so, I turned to my
old, thick and beloved Oxford English Dictionary, last revised in 1957. I looked
up the word digital to trace its etymology. Of course I found no trace
of our recent (yet now common) sense of this word, as the products and projects
of binary code. Rather I found this definition: “pertaining to the fingers,
the toes” (and sometimes indicative of the products of hand and foot
that connects these)…also as in designating value…as marked by
the symbolic numerical (digit).”
Haunted by the residue of the body that is imbedded in this
definition, I decided to practice a conversation—a pose and counter
pose—between this older idea of digital and more recent connotation
of digital. I challenged myself to occupy the space of a maker in relation
to the digital.
This
was a new and awkward pose (for me). I adopted it intentionally hoping this
unfamiliar postural exchange with these two digitals would extend and
twist me into an imbedded network of sensual relations, especially those between
fingers, toes, body and (its)postural and gestural workings regarding interchanges
with screen, keyboard, scanner, camera (and their occasioning of art, craft,
media and technology). I practiced this digital conversation quite literally
for some time.
For example, I challenged myself to draw pictures of my
hands. Then I took these into the screen (via camera or scanner). I then 'worked’ these
images on screen. I often printed out these worked images and modified them,
frequently writing on them. I often tore and ripped these images, all the while
endeavouring to notice not just my hands but also the positioning of my body
and feet in relation to these images.
A thermal exchange accrued. While making images of my hand
was laborious, something happened as I bent to view them in the camera lens.
The postures I had to assume to capture these images included all sorts of
bowing and hovering. When these surfaced on the screen (so close to my heart
area)—I recorded maternal kinds of (odd) reactions and attachments.
I
found myself challenged to take my making seriously—to listen to it
the way I would a child’s. This process built upon itself and upon a
charged and refractive capacity of the screen. It became quest like. It was
then that I wrote in my journal: This digital conversation between digital
and digits leads me on as if I am engaged in a kind orienteering. I have become
intense, as if I am breaking new and important ground in a kind of bewildering
and intriguing cartographic journey.
I later tried to clarify this notion of the cartographic, which had appeared
mysteriously in my journal:
The digital enables this merging of writing, image and form, so that writing
expands into a ‘graphy’ This ‘graphy’ beckons a
keening of writing, image (and the mix of other forms) as play and flow in representational
structures. Graphy seems to denote (as a suffix of many words)—the flow
of form into a kind of mapping. It allows a performing of its object(subject)/subject
(object)as
relations. It
leans not as much to explanation, verification, debate, justification and/or
(at times even) narrative but instead enables a honing/an allowing/ and
a pointing towards—an expanse.
This seems to me, to be an effort at a kind of cartography. This hint of cartography
that ‘graphy’ allows, also seems to be particularly porous to aesthetic
form and flow. It can attune (especially) to relations between process and
representation. In such ‘graphy’– space and its percolations
into form—appear to become primary—or we could even say ‘primal’—they
become particularly alchemizing to meaning.
I tested these observations with teacher practitioners in
urban environs. I gave them cameras and sent them off to research their environments
while at the same time encouraging them to position themselves in a conversation
as (poetic inquirers, makers and observers). We engaged in making and
the digital spaces mainly
through learning to produce movies. As we watch the final cut of their movies, together,
there often accrues an attachment to these projects. This attachment is profound
but is somewhat bewildering to an ‘outside’ viewer. These teachers
appear to enter a space of ‘entrancement’ around
their own projects, becoming strangely transfixed by them. One could say that
this becomes a thresholding—a
powerful, intimate and difficult to word—space. Offered to a part
of the self that teachers often cannot locate a container for, this
digital becomes a poetic alchemy. It bubbles up an offer of a space to attend
to both self and other. As self/other (relations) are where educational opportunity
often treads and, as the poetic above all requires, a self, poesis + digital
seems to offer the teacher a cartography—a means of rewriting and repositioning
the topographical relations between themselves and their environs.
This repositioning is possibly the result of bewilderment, a
particularly important and potent educational space. Poesis is rumored to be
particularly fond of bewilderment as a ‘ be – wild – space.’ McKay
argues that be – wild – er – ment often needs an aesthetic
space and uses aesthetic space in order to re/cognize knowing.
I
am intrigued by the digital practiced as a kind of poetic
c/a/r/tographic inquiry: An inquiry that opens into a conversation between
virtuality and actuality. This ‘digital’ seems to heat up as it
is recognized and noticed. By using the word digital here I again re/mark
(as the pose and counter pose) the digital as body (digits as in fingers/feet)
and digital (as in digital binary code). The digital allows curriculum
to screen back in to its squared spaces: image - space - poetry - music - dance
- costume - color - even graffiti. This access to multiple forms for appearing
allows the digital to offer a means of poetic access, an honoring of the (s)places that
text exceeds, that it struggles to word—but needs body to re/present.
I
borrow here from a/r/tography, which was developed within art education. A/r/tography
can be described as an effort to engage with intention and attunement, the
sticky and fertile relations between texts, artifacts, images, sound and performances
not just as products of the gaze—but as making. A/r/tography attends
to a certain conversion of the space of looking into the space of making
(poesis).
It
attends to this ‘making space’ as a magma
space of the complex topographies of the artist-maker/researcher/teacher. In
envisioning poesis as a bodily practice of making that combines knowing (theoria) and
doing (praxis), a/r/tography offers curriculum a theorizing of a kind
of ever moving lava-like positionality that is able to threshold the cartographic
as an autographic possible.
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To simplify, we can return to our caricature of the three squares: the page,
the screen and the classroom. These squares mark our cultural topography, imprinted as
imaginary (even meteorological) residues. These squares become particularly
potent for educators, and students, for the fecund liminal space they form/negotiate
and experience habitually (one could even say ritually) together. Insomuch
as these squares echo and form a practice of the commons as the collective
possible, these three squares can (each in their own way) form hard or
soft edges. Because of its location in the in-habitized world
of the burgeoning child, the classroom ‘square’, especially, becomes
a container of this autographic/collective (private/public) possible.
The
digital, with its access to multi-form(at)s is already leaky. It opens up the
screen as an osmotic possibility for the I, particularly the I that needs to
appear and disappear, the I that needs to acquire masks, the I that needs to
acquire alternative sensory and sensual landscapes in order to process ‘as
a view.’ Consumptive topographies specialize in reigning in this screening,
directing it to agentive channels of gaze, consumption and purchase. ‘School’ has
proven (often) amenable to these muted agentive relations, enjoying in the
cultivation of ‘page’, a certain specular complement to these ‘screened
relations.’
These
relations linger in the shadows, not just as a desire for a quiet reader/eater/
sitter/watcher (and of late, buyer), but as a phantasmagorical longing for
the (Newtonian) fixed viewer. This is the viewer(s) whose commentary from seated
spaces is configured into the civic space as participation. The classroom
still retains its discomforts with the square of the screen, but is still hopeful
regarding the cultivations of (seated) commentaries. It is often lured
into the wishing for watchers who while remaining seated, nevertheless lean
into civic space through a kind of thinking/viewing/saying (which is signaled
by the raised hand). This idealized viewer is perhaps one that engages in critical
commentary of a made world, activated in the classroom, through the participatory
gesture of the question. This longed for raised hand, that of the interested
student, slows down a temptation to switch the channel (the ultimate technological
specular gesture). In this mode, entertainment becomes intertwined as a consumptive
agent in a commons that elevates agency into acts of purchasing. Thus this
question as act, often lingers at the edges of commerce with objects but
falters regarding the commerce of actual (not phantasmagorical) subjects
(which is complex and leaky). The screen in this scenario becomes infographic
but not necessarily c/a/r/tographic.
The
educator often appears here entangled in various versions of this phantasmagorical
longing—possibly forced to appear as its gapped space, especially as ‘I’ empty.
Teachers are often made to appear as the phantoms of this infographic. They
are submitted to the scrutinies of a ghosted commerce/commons merger, one that
wants to deal with objects and values, not subjects (as valued). The notion
of the screen and the page as space for ‘an appearing
I’ to learn to appear (and to learn also to disappear) stuns some
members of the civic who have inscribed certain roles as absence. Insomuch
as educators have been taught to practice their absence as the means for the
student (or object) to appear, curriculum reifies the consumptive I of the
student (or object). Insomuch as the teacher is unable to practice having an
I, the teacher attempts to practice an impossible weightlessness in the square
of the classroom. This weightlessness is bound to collapse (with the teacher
or student or the classroom itself often appearing as the gapped space).
This attempted weightless ‘I’ presides over the mix of students
who seek a guide, and whose cartographic actualities may be such that they
imitate, dilate, reject and abject this weightlessness. Insomuch
as curriculum is practiced as the continuous activity of mind, body becomes
the gap. Body becomes the topographic that is forced to appear outside the
margins, creating the classroom, page and screen as anorexic spaces in regards
to ‘I’ and ‘ body,’ scrutinizing them vigorously for
a thinness of the commons.
If such a mind is to become agentive regarding representations
and their relations to the I/Other relations embedded in private/public topographies,
they need a return of (Don McKay’s) be – wild space. Be – wild
marks again being and the wild as topographic and organic forms. These
forms (which are always in the process of forming)
interiorize the logic of their growth in fashions that are not easily read
panoptically. The panoptic, Foucault notes, is a view that becomes installed
culturally (and often invisibly) as a prison. The panoptic view is installed
in the tower. The prison is organized to expedite the view from above and all
is reworked for exposure. In educative versions of this, the mind is
often oblated and the body problematic. The mind is in education, the territory
bearing the hope of the (ideal) public commons. And yet (as prisoners know),
the mind is the least exposed in this view-intensive scenario. It can be concealed.
It is the body that is exposed/ vulnerable/fragile to panoptic view, difficult
to hide. The body bears the brunt of panopticism. There is a temptation on
both the part of the teacher and student, coming (perhaps) from different motivations,
to practice body as muted and docile.
Yet, the screen is also culturally appropriated here to
mimic and mime this need: The act of ‘I-ing through choice’ accruing
through purchase or click (especially). These dynamics allow I and the
body to appear as artifactual (as hidden in art/I/fact).
It is in this way that the educative is especially naive.
It hopes in the visual dynamics of the classroom which would enable a fruitful
visibility of the learner. Thus the square of the classroom (and its complement
in the square of the page and screen) have been maximized to allow the exposure
of the learner as a topography. This hope in the birds-eye (tower) viewer—in
the teacher trying to map a curriculum often results in a transposition of
the panoptical view into the (child’s) habitual experience of the public
square. It can be experienced as a kind of overexposure—a too much
sun relation to knowing. The ‘I’ whose learning/needs are ‘forming’, ‘cooling’, ‘stratifying’, ‘folding’, ‘fault-lining,’ ‘gaping’, ‘seeding’, ‘composting,’ ‘ incubating,’ ‘shading,’ and ‘veiling,’ get
sunburnt. They wilt under this exposure, often seeking cover in order to form,
feeling caught ‘in view’ of the strong interrogative that often
accompanies educative endeavors. There is also another phantasmagorical hope—as
exposure lingers—that the student would surface as almost already formed
(i.e., not needing much intervention from the tower).
Thus, poiesis (making) is used to interrupt curriculum as
producing a specular commons and the poetic calls for the interruption of squares
(books, classroom, screens), with ourselves: Our selves as messy (perhaps).
Ourselves as fissures (perhaps). Ourselves as immersed in an ecology of made
world(s) that are always being remade. Poiesis is my way of marking and calling
for the actuality of the commons and its made-ness: made-ness being our
everforming and unforming topological conjunction(s) with our appearings and
disappearings. Poiesis asks in accord with the Heideggerian concern: When
does curriculum substitute in for pedagogy, a petrified technological circuit
around the ecology of the made? How can curriculum seek ecological rather
than petrified relations to being? When and where does curriculum
become topological, a mapping that maintains its nourishing and percolating
relations to the actual/potent “set – apart – space” that
marks the ‘I’, the Educator, the Other in their common relations?
To reiterate, I advocate a digital (which is practiced
as body and mind) as a fecund limen of virtual and actual that locates the
agentive ‘making and remaking’ of representational space as an
active remaking of actual and virtual relations.
I advocate a poetic (a making cultivated as respectful,
nourishing and vocational) redress of gap(s) and be wild space(s). I recommend
the poetic as a counterpose to the panoptic, a counterpose particularly attuned
to that binary I/Other, particularly I/Other as makers and remakers of private/public
spaces, especially attending to spaces in which I/Other virtualites emerge
and are weighted (against) the gravities of actualities.
I advocate a c/a/r/tographic (currere practiced as
making, thinking, agency) as inquiry into I/Other topographies, including those
that exist as relations between educator and educatee, especially those that
cultivate representation as agentive space and cultivate the commons as agentive,
fertile and fecund.
These advocacies are offered as counter pose, as the bend
away from habitual positions and assimilated geometries, particularly those
that assemble speculative audience/ viewer/ consumptive relations.
The
classroom is a sort of last ideation bearing the residues of the commons appropriated
to democracy, increasingly a democracy disappearing into screens and/or shopping
malls, purchasing and clicks as the action of citizenry. I advocate ‘a
lurching in’ the educational, a loping into the space of the screen as
its maker not just viewer. I advocate ‘a lurching in’ into the
space of text as its ‘lava -like’ fissure (not just its lurking
invisible I hiding out from contracts formed by g(l)aze).
I mention performative inquiry alongside a/r/tography as another educational
inquiry effort that attempts a tilling/fertilizing complement to rethinking
the classroom commons. These methodologies together give educators tools for
remodeling, reimagining and remaking the territorialization of the cartographic
/ autographic possible. Performative
inquiry complements a turn to art (which the digital enables through its public
access to multi-sensory, multi-formal means of re-imagining). Yet art
itself is a territory that is territorialized. It is bound up in the many cultural
dynamics that construct the canvas as oblated, as a square watched and critiqued,
and too often practiced as unattainable to us and school. This has a long complex
history.
Performative
inquiry imagines an educational
practice of welcome, the classroom as an always deciduous, composting and decomposing
shape or ‘square.’ It imagines us as primordial to the mechanisms
of representation, acknowledging invitation as resistance to a ‘basic ‘othering’ mediated
by the technological spectre, a spectre that works to secure powers through
delineating acts of representation into genealogies of viewer/maker lineages.
Performative
inquiry is thus an example of a cartographic compliment to all educational
efforts at mapping curricula, in so much as it offers the invitation to (fall)
into the map, into the fault lines of its squares (of the screen, page and
classroom) into the remaking of their problematic power spots. It does this
by turning to the fissure “where that camera/paint brush/stage is held.’ This
invitation into the hot center of specular configuration, undoes a positioning
which is often manifest in complex hierarchies around who is maker and who
is viewer/critic of the making. By inviting ‘watchers’ into and
out of to the square of making to make (believe) and unmake (believe) the square
(as say a vortex), performative inquiry exemplifies another way to unmake the
panoptical tower, and to remake the boundaries of the specular, permeable to
participation and to play. It re-emphasizes a generosity towards making
that pushes knowing up against the boundaries of specular
desires.
Education as a producer of commons is arrested in a certain disembodied turn
and we as bodies are uncomfortable when our body reappears in its ‘set-apart’ squares.
We feel shame, a desire to conceal our bodies as no/bodies. We
need incubative, generous and generative spaces in order to regain and practice
our innate literacies regarding body/mind as a commons. We need to learn to
become comfortable with reuniting body and mind as our cartographic actuality. Technography will
intervene here in various (often ingenious) ways as the desire for this
clumsy body/mind combo to vanish. No message is perhaps more powerful for the
commons than the insistence of only “attractive appearances.”
To conclude, I return to a scenario mentioned earlier of educators gathered
together to occupy the screen with their own gathered/made and edited
images. As their videos were uplifted into this squared space, they felt emphasized.
I want to emphasize the importance of the educational as a topographical invitation,
of its potency regarding the hot (confusing) centers of ‘its’ entrancing
squares and their role in collecting and activating I’s. Education can
remake its collective—as a learned/learning space, as in/formation,
as a space permeable to the ‘I’ engaging as an ‘I?/ Other?’
This fertile ‘I?/ Other?’ re/dis/appears as ‘us’ in the commons,
as contradictions with/in a commons (being) made, remade, reduced and seduced—as powerful
possible.
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Footnotes
All Images by Jennifer
Peterson.
David Hinton writes of
Bei Dao (whose poems surface and thicken consonant with the surfacing and
thicken that which is/was Tiananmen Square): “his poems are constructed
from splinters of a civilization frittering itself away in a ruins of the
spirit, and at the same time in the private space they create, the poems
open forms of distance from those ruins” (vii).
Acoustic space is a concept
made popular by Walter Ong (1982) and Marshall McLuhan (1962) following
their predecessors, Eric Havelock and Harold Innis. It is roughly determined
by the relations marked out by sound and presence, as they mark media and
are marked out by a media: The distinctive sensorial configuration being
hearing and the limits of the human voice (as opposed to visual space,
which is marked out by the visual).
In oral societies this relation was direct. Sound and word were not conceived
of as separate. In ancient cultures text is an idea that can’t to
a certain extent be thought. Word as a visual—as a read/viewed ‘thing’—comes
late into culture. Word was predominantly understood for some time (until
print really) as connected to a speaker and to hearing. Performed word
(in which breathing configures reading, reading occurs in community) evokes
the idea of presence, and body as the resonant space of breath. Thus presence
as resonance and consonance marked all aspects of reading, especially marking
it (until quite recently, as a communal act).
Acoustic space in many ways is what marks the classroom as a culturally
unique space. The classroom remains one of the few/view places where reading
and learning happen in conjunction with a communal presence and a direct
relation to the boundaries of the human voice. Its communal spaces thus
appear marked by some older forms of orality and media relations: and these
as relations with community and knowing as co-formed events.
I am
grateful to A/r/tography’s recognition
of this idea of ‘graphy.’ Also, a hint of these relations
comes from Irit Rogoff’s (2000) work and from Richard Cavell’s
(2002) writings on Marshall McLuhan and space.
I don’t believe
that there ever is an object (without a subject, or subjective residues)
or a subject (without its objects and objective residues). One or the other
becomes a primary modality or foci in our activities of representation
particularly their binary forms. Subject/object are folded acts of representational
efforts, particularly when the sentence is employed as our productive means
of assembling ideas and knowing. Acts of writing, direct us to subject/object
particulars that have evolved a certain kind of directionality based on
the folding of actualities into the dimensions of our grammars of representation.
From my Ph.D. thesis: Excavating
Barbie\Excavating Me: Digital Making (my) Inarticulate Space - an
Intimate Study of the Digital, viii.
I started
off by theorizing poetic inquiry for this purpose. From my journal October
2003: “poetic
inquiry is, like any inquiry, a means of inquiring into. It is like any
inquiry, a means of peering, a commitment to lingering longer, or as Heidegger
would put it—to dwell with. Poetic inquiry finds the deep spaces,
our centrifugal tensions, marginalized glances, fleeting residues, memories
that make our being dense. Poetic inquiry brings the body, the pause, the
gap, the rip, the breakage forward for a be/holding.
This bending of language into an architectural, a space that circles its
own subject and marks its edge as a threshold is what poetry does. It stretches
text and image open, sculpts and performs it as space. Poesies lingers
with meaning as sensual—it brings language to its alter (othering),
in the spatial, the tactile; the momentary, the fleeting tangible, the
un-uttered space.
The poetic lays down alphabet in order to penetrate the spaces between
words, to re/create these and to let them they linger together breathing.
The poetic attends to the struggle to bring forth that which is primary,
focal, and needs to be presenced from that which is absented, erased and
pushed to the margin.”
en/
trance/ ment: I
theorize this as a means of foraging entry and presence into virtual spaces.
Trance is an entry into an imaginal form performed by as a response to
actual/architectural/structure embeded in media as cues to habitized set
of gestural, artifactual and topographical interchanges. We are used to
this entrancement, as how we enter the space of the book. (We pick it up,
turn it right side up, open to the correct page by certain glances to certain
areas in its lay out or topography. We bend over it. We hold its weight
in our palms, etc.) We are often bemused by the entrancements activated
by clicks and screen. We are often bemused by our students’ failures
to enter the entrancements of the book as performative/knowing/spaces.
Thresholding – the
means where by something is entranced in to a space (also at the very same
time the means where some (other) things are not entranced into a space)
Bewilderment as used
here is borrowed from the work of several poets whose work is gathered
by Tim Lilburn (1995) in the volume entitled Poetry and Knowing.
I appropriate several of their fruitful pauses, but most directly Don McKay’s
work. Wilderness as developed by McKay “ “is the capacity
of all things to elude the mind’s appropriation” (21),
and “poetic attention” as a form of attunement to this wilderness
in a form of “ontological applause” (24).
(s)place as a term that
combines place and space as an orientating event, which is from Lynn Fels’ (1999)
performative inquiry.
Originally developed
by Rita Irwin, Stephanie Springgay, Alex de Cosson, Sylvia Kind, Wendy
Stephenson and others (Irwin & de Cossen, 2004).
Limen: “The frontier,
the margin, the border between one thing and another, between this and
that, known and unknown, knowable and unknowable may be called the limen. The
limen is a ‘a fructile chaos, a fertile nothingness, a storehouse
of possibilities, a striving after new forms and structures’ (Turner,
cited by Aoki, Low & Palulis, 2001). Liminars are people who
live with/in this fecund limen, existing in a ‘threshold state ‘betwixt
and between borders’ (Norton 1988, 53; Pryer, 2004).
Play
on habitized (or habitus ) from P. Bourdieu: the web like sense of
place that
forms and is formed by the relations between spaces, perceptions and repetitive
patterned activity (particularly that which is ritualised) which functions
as a structuring for meaning and space in social collectives.
I
play with Julia Kristeva’s
(1982) idea of the abject. I play it out as a meaning play in which forgetting/remembering
become entangled (particularly with the projective, which becomes entangled
in the linguistic). It is a process that is entangled with the making/unmaking/remaking
of identity. Thus, where language operates by differentiation. Kristeva
observes a ‘semiotic’ differentiation that pushes up against
the symbolic ordering of world, in a primordial way. This is the oceanic-amniotic
unity of body/sensory/knowing that precedes and undergirds language. This
play works in part by thrusting up/pushing forth an identity (foregrounding)
by playing against a forgetting (backgrounding). For example, land-implies
and also forgets ocean in order to appear (symbolically) as land. It is
this identity edge where the horrific monsterous lingers—as for
example when oceans tidal waves land appearing generously where it should
not appear at all.
This
dyad of I/Other was once practiced in western culture as a theological
topography in which Other (as God/the transcendent) was identified as ‘set-apart-up/lifted
up’ and ‘I’ was the trouble that prevented access to
this transcendent. This map changed at many points, but for this essay
we could mark the spot when Other (God/the transcendent) was barred from
civic space in order to form the commons. Descartesian thinking could be
described as the effort to replace the “I am’ side of the dyad
(‘I am being the Hebraic/Christian formula for God) with the (thinking,
rational and disembodied) “I am.” There was also replacement
of Other for other, other subbing in for ‘the troubling
I’ of this theological dyad. In the civic commons: the mix is
such that subjective I/other/body becomes confused and fused together as
the trouble of the commons. Purification (in many cases) becomes an important
civic/shared commons project, and thus the identification of other by
body and by body-typing efforts (including object/subject-typing). In theorizing
a poetic/cartographic space, Other assembles as a need for a ‘poetic
naming’ of the ‘not-I’ space, the poetic (or poesis)
being that which seeks a naming that does not violate I or Other. Both
words are capitalized in my work as an attempting to mark a Thou-Thou relationality
that attends representation, particularly as as ‘set-apart/lifted
up’ space. Representiation is that effort which (when it deals in
binaries, as it often does) needs to be made by both (I/Other). Accounting
(both), valuing (both): both as (weighed heavy/potent/self-defining,
agentive) compassing points. I recommend chasing both I and Other
down, marking them as fault-lines/plumb-lines in civic space. I particularly
recommend making sure both appear respected, given space for making and
remaking (civic)space. I certainly recommend both practiced as present
(equitably and agentively) into the various squares (classroom, page and
screen) that resonate into public space.
Note the word terror
in territory. I make this plea for the agentive ‘I’ and ‘the
commons’ in a time when ‘terror’ has come to dominate
the consumptive/specular as an attempt at bewilderment. Contradicting ‘terrorization’ requires
a curricular space that is more than speculative in order to unfold topographically,
c/a/r/tographically and critically into spaces that are alternatives to
consumption, watching and as action as weapon.
In
performative inquiry, the student is invited to perform their questions
and to form them alongside and in collaboration with other performances.
This idea of the performative as a slippage into posture(s), as doing
shape(s) or shaping(s),
I glean from Lynn Fels (1999). I am inspired by her definition(s) of performative
inquiry in her dissertation: “a (re)search methodology, possibilities
and absences within a space moment of imagining a universe."
Affiliations
Jennifer Peterson, Ph.D. Candidate
Department of Curriculum Studies
University of British Columbia |